Thursday, April 20, 2017

Just For Fun

A dating profile using predictive text:

My name is Merry and I have a choice in who their Daddy is.

My age and experience have more than a little more effort to please you.

I was born in the morning and go to the people who are lazy.

My age is just a reminder that I can get a chance to be a good time.

I am looking for a few days ago and I will be a good time.

I enjoy the rest of the day I get the same as the weaker sex.

My ideal partner is a great way to meet someone and that you are having a sexual activity with a good time.

My turn ons are a woman and being a Dominant Mistress.

Friday, April 14, 2017

Discharge (4-14-17)

I was discharged from PT on March 27th. They told me that they could no longer help me.  Am I 100% "healed?" No, but they felt I was ready to continue on at home. I still need assistance with certain aspects of getting dressed and undressed, and I don't have the "reach" I used to have. I'm not very happy about it either, and I'm debating joining a gym so I can get access to the machines I need so I can get to 100% healed. So, what's holding me back? Transportation, mostly. I'd like to go for about an hour three times a week, and having someone to go with me and/or drive me would make it easier for me to do it.  Shilo's work schedule doesn't allow me to do it without disrupting his sleep.

Doing the math only proved to me that joining a gym would be cheaper as well. Honestly, I'm discouraged about this. I hate being dependent on others, and even though I've come a long way, and I can do most of the things I need to do with minimal assistance, I want to be able to do things like folding sheets on my own and scratching my back without assistance. It would also be nice to not stand on my tiptoes to reach above my head.  It's been 9 months of hell, and I'm  wanting to do things that I haven't been able to do.

I plan on searching for gyms nearby and looking into memberships. Hopefully I'll find something that works for me.

Thursday, April 6, 2017

Let's talk about sex

This is being written using my phone, so please forgive any misspelled words or missing ones for that matter.

I know that many people think that polyamory means all sex all the time, and I'm sure there are many polyamorous people who actually have it that way, but I don't know any of them. Also, according to what I've heard, BDSM relationships include plenty of sex as well. Again, I don't know of any personally, so it might just be a fairytale. This is from a woman who is both polyamorous and involved in BDSM.

I have a very healthy sex drive, but I want to be pursued and desired by my partners. It frequently means that I am deprived of sex. This is NOT a complaint, it is a statement of facts. I will also share that when I do get sex, it is more than just satisfying. It is usually worth the wait. Knowing that I am Loved is more important anyway.

I rarely masturbate. It often leaves me feeling unsatisfied. Yes, I have orgasms, but it lacks the intimacy I desire. Sometimes reading things will give me an orgasm. Occasionally, writing things will as well.  Yes, orgasms are easy for me, but it's the intimacy I desire.

I recently had a back and forth discussion you with K.D.Pierre that brought me close to one. THAT was satisfying in more ways than I can explain. So knowing that I received a wonderful "gift" I felt that I was obligated to tell Shilo about it. Lately telling him anything is a waste of breath, so​ I'm hoping that this will help.